I really debated doing the Crossfit Games Open this year. It was such an awesome, challenging experience last year that I just didn’t think that this year could be nearly as good. Last year, I’d just started Crossfit, didn’t really know many people and expected very little of from my performance. During last year’s Open I made friends, managed to get a few moves I’d never been able to do before and over all, just fell in love with the Brick New York community.
When the Open came up again this year, my life was in a little bit of flux. I hadn’t been able to be as consistent with my training and I just wasn’t sure I needed to do it again. The thing is, I really LOVED Brick’s Friday Night Lights last year and I couldn’t imagine not going. They put up heats every Friday night during the Open, there’s a DJ, and the Brick Community gets together and just supports each other. I knew I would go and if I was going to go, I knew I’d hate not being able to play. So…I signed up for the Open. For the last 5 weeks, the Open took over my fitness life. Knowing that new workouts would be coming each week, every other class was planned in preparation for it and to not jack myself up before Friday night hit. It got a little ridiculous.
For the first time this year, the Open had a Scaled Division. The workout would be announced, then scaled options would be given for people who couldn’t do the RX (prescribed) version. This change meant that Crossfit Games could be a little more aggressive with the WODs since everyone would still be able to do it, even if that week the workout started with Muscle Ups (comically out of my league) or Chest to Bar. Each week, I would wait and hope that it would be a workout that I didn’t have to scale. For 4 weeks straight, I had to face the fact that Scaled was the only option for me. It would have been staight-up depressing if it weren’t for the fact that every single week, it didn’t really matter. The Friday Night Lights crew cheered and rooted everyone on, no matter what version of the workout you did. It was 5 weeks of support about wherever you are in your CrossFit performance, not just support for the top athletes of the Brick Community. I yelled myself hoarse for 5 weeks, hung out with amazing friends and tried my hardest. That really is what the Open for me is all about.
The final workout was one that I could RX, although slowly. The workout was a 27 calorie row/ 27 Thruster, 21 cal row/21 Thruster, 15, then 9 round… for time. For women, the RX weight was 65lbs and I knew I had to try it. So I did. It was hard and I dug down deep to keep chipping away at it. My friends beside me cheered and kept me going. That night, due to the heats, there was a time cap and about midway through, I knew I was going to run up against it. But I kept going. I was the very last one going when time was called and for a brief second was so sad about not being able to finish it. It was then that I heard my friends yelling at me and telling me how proud they were that I tried it and I remembered that I was too. It wasn’t a sad thing that I got to the final round in the RX version, it was a fucking awesome thing. So, for my final score of the 2015 Open, I got a 0 and I couldn’t be prouder of it.
At the end of the month, when the pain of it eases out of my memory, I’ll do 15.5 again and finish it… no matter how long it takes, not for a score but so that I know for next year, because for sure, I’ll be doing the Open at Brick’s Friday Night Lights again.
photos by: Katie Rowan for Brick New York